Saturday, September 25, 2010

end of the year

It's already been a year.
And I truly thank God for the way He used me to do something so great.
He used me to move people, to meet people, and to stir something in their heart.
It's been a short one year and there's absolutely no regrets.
Thank you God for everything.
YOU did it all, so I give you praise.
'09~'10 Undignified!
we rocked! (:

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

in His perfect time...

1. There's an opportune time to do things,
a right time for everything on the earth;
2. A right time for birth and another for death,
a right time to plant and another to reap,
3. A right time to kill and another to heal,
A right time to destroy and another to construct,
4. A right time to cry and another to laugh,
a right time to lament and another to cheer,
5. A right time to make love and another to abstain,
A right time to embrace, and another to part,
6. A right time to search and another to count your losses,
A right time to hold on and another to let go,
7. A right time to rip out and another to mend,
A right time to shut up and another to speak up,
8. A right time to love and another to hate,
A right time to wage war and another to make peace.
9. But in the end, does it really make a difference what anyone does?
10. I've had good look at what God has given us to do - busywork, mostly.
11. True, God made everything beautiful in itself and in its time - but he's left us in the dark, so we can never know what God is up to, whether he's coming or going.
12. I've decided that there's nothing better to do than go ahead and have good time and get the most we can out of life.
13. That's it - eat, drink, and make the most of your job. It's God's gift.
14. I've also concluded that whatever God does, that's the way it's going to be, always. No addition, no subtraction. God's done it and that's it. That's so we'll quit asking questions and simply worship in holy fear.
15. Whatever was, is. Whatever will be, is. That's how it always is with God.
God's testing us.

Ecclesiastes 3:1~15
("The Message" version)

Even though I don't know what You're thinking,
I believe in Your perfect timing.
and I will do my best to do what is given to me.
So thank you Lord. I give you praise...!

Monday, September 20, 2010

UCSD

Be good to me. (:
Let's have fun. haha

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Media의 실체를 보고

James의 facebook을 통해서 미디어의 실체라는 강의를 보게 되었다.
우연이였다. 분명.
나는 그런 비디오가 있더라도 그냥 스쳐 지나가지 절대 2시간이라는 시간을 투자하면서 보지는 않는 성격이기 때문에....
하지만 그 강의를 보고난후, 너무나 많은 생각이 들었다.
혼란스럽기도 했고.
내가 너무나 좋아하는 가수들이 그런 hidden message를 갖고 있는 노래를 부르고 있다는게 너무나 실망스럽고 그들에게 너무나 화가 났다.
그런 그들을 보면서 마냥 좋아했던 내 자신에게 너무나 화가 났다.
어제 밤에 자기전에 생각을 깊이 하다가 너무 혼자 분해서 눈물까지 흘렸다.

그리고 오늘, 그 강사분의 싸이월드에 우연히 들르게 되었다.
70%의 사람들이 미쳤다고 한다.
심지어 같은 믿음을 가진 믿음의 형제들 조차 "당신때문에 우리가 망신을 당하는거"라면서 욕을 한다.
이런 unbelieving generation을 보면서 다시 한번 눈물이 난다.
"예수님이 오실때가 멀지 않았구나" 라는 생각도 하고.
도데체 얼마나 더 얘기를 해 줘야지 이 사람들이 정신을 차릴까...
얼마나 더 얘기를 해 줘야지 이 사람들이 진짜 truth가 뭔질 알고 주님을 따라갈까...
더 기도해야할 이유가 점점 늘어가는것 같다.

"미디어의 실체"라는 비디오 강의를 통해서 지금 generation의 실체를 어느 다른때보다 실감나게 느꼈다.

Friday, September 3, 2010

time to move on...


it's been long long years...
and you served me faithfully.
believe me, I loved you in every way.
but it's just time for me to move on...
thank you for all your acts of services.
I will truly miss you brackbelly.

WHY HELLO THERE GOOD LOOKIN! (;
I guess we're stuck together for the next 2 years+
잘 부탁해~ ㅋㅋㅋ