Saturday, December 25, 2010

CHRISTmas

Happy Birthday to...

Messiah, Son of God, Jehovah, Emmanuel
the Lord of Lords, the King of Kings
the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End
the Savior, the Almighty, the great I AM
my Rock and Redeemer, my Stronghold, my Fortress
the Lamb of God, Shepherd of Souls, Head of Church
Master, Teacher, the True Vine, the Living Water
Light of the World, the Author and the Finisher of our Faith
Prince of Peace, the Bright Morning Star
the Way, the Truth, and the Life

Jesus Christ, my EVERYTHING.
Let this Christmas season not pass without knowing the true meaning of Christmas.
Gloria in excelsis deo!

Monday, December 13, 2010

PARK!!!

first thing on foxsoccer.com right now.
Ji Sung Park saves Manchester United with his header!
my first time seeing his Manchester United goal live. pretty intense.

ManU 1 - 0 Arsenal

Monday, December 6, 2010

dear future wife.

watched a video called "worthy"
there was this one part when the guy says...
"and when I'm ready, when God tells me, I'm going to sweep you off your feet and chase you with all my heart.
... but I'm not ready."

I somewhat feel like this and I feel like this is the reason why God gave me another two years or so to pray for a specific person.
I feel like I wouldn't be ready.
and I don't want this relationship to start without me being ready.
so I pray. waiting. diligently.
like Jacob, blinded by love, had to wait 14 years for his wife Rachel.
my future wife is worth praying for at least two years.
no, she's worth much more.
so if God tells me to wait more, I will do so gladly.
and it will be joyful to do so because I will be blinded by love.

"Jacob was in love with Rachel... So Jacob served seven years to get Rachel, but they seemed like only a few days to him because of his love for her."
Genesis 29: 18 ~ 20

Monday, November 29, 2010

하나님을 의식하는 삶...

내가 현재 struggle 하고 있는 prayer request를 나누다가
Michelle 이 나에게 해준말이다.

Genesis 39:9b
"How then could I do such a wicked thing and sin against God?"

내가 어디서 무엇을 하던지 다른 사람을 의식하지말고 하나님을 의식하면서 살아가는 그런 삶을 살고싶다.
like Joseph. Seeing how God was behind the big picture and fled because he was aware of His presence behind the temptation.
참... 신기하게 나에게 좋은 말씀을 주신다.
Michelle은 어린데 영성은 진짜 mature 한거같아서 참 좋다. ㅎㅎ
I am grateful that I even have someone to share something like this to.
Thank you Lord.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

after two and a half years of wait....

I finally got it...!!!
DSLR!!! :DDDD
time to take some legit pictures. (:

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

(L)MIA

You've used me to do great things again...
and I don't know how else to thank you but to simply say...
Thank you.

continue to use me in a way you are pleased...!!

Monday, November 15, 2010

다행이다

"거친 바람 속에도
젖은 지붕 밑에도
홀로 내팽개쳐져 있지 않다는 게
지친 하루살이와
고된 살아남기가
행여 무의미한 일이 아니라는 게
언제나 나의 곁을 지켜 주던
그대라는 놀라운 사람 때문이란 걸"

이적의 "다행이다" 후렴부를 계속 듣다가
갑자기 하나님의 faithfulness가 remind 됐다.
노래 자체는 그 뜻으로 만들어진 노래는 아니지만
자기전 하나님께선 나와 항상 함께 하신다고 말씀하셨다.

thank you Lord for always being there for me...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

NBA Season '10~'11

it's Manu time. (:
GOOOOOOOOOO SPURS!!!!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

예수칼럼 중...

"내 인생에 일어난 최대 사건은
그리스도 사건이다.
그리스도는 나의 생명이요
사랑이요, 소망이요
나의 평안이요
지혜요, 이요
모든것의 모든것이다..."

-故 김준곤 목사님

Saturday, October 23, 2010

오래참음....

기다리는건 힘들어도 기대하는건 가슴 설레는 일이니까...
그래서 참을수 있는게 아닐까...?

하나님, 믿고 오래참으면서 기도하면...
제가 기도하는거 보다 더 하면 더 했지...
못한거 주시진 않으실거죠...?

믿고 기다리면서 기도해요...!
계속 기도할수 있게, 그리고 어떻게 기도해야 되는지, 도와주세요!
I need Your Wisdom and Diligence...!!!

... love is patient...

Saturday, October 16, 2010

The Best Pitching Game in History of Baseball...?

arguably, yes.
Roy Halladay (post season no-hitter debut) vs Tim Lincecum (14K in the first post season game)
whatever the result was...
it was such a good game...!!!

Giants 4 - 3 Phillies

Monday, October 11, 2010

뭔지모르게

외롭다...
뭔가 비어있는듯함...?
가슴 한구석이 저리다고 해야하나...?

그냥.....



... 외롭다...

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Roy Halladay

Wednesday, October 6, 2010.
It happened again.
Second* no-hitter game during playoffs.
What a debut to playoffs.

*first no-hitter came in 1956 World Series by Don Larsen of the Yankees

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

The Diary of Wimpy Kid

Movie about what peer pressure's doing to children these days.
I think this movie depicts the middle school and high school days very well.
Something that everyone goes through.
Enjoyed the movie thoroughly. (:
STOP! you almost got the cheese touch! LOL

Friday, October 1, 2010

Trusting in God

Surrendering completely to God in all circumstances...
in all my relationship...
in all my emotions...
That's my own new definition of "worship"
Thank you Lord for opening up another channel for me to talk to you in prayer.
I will be patient and wait for your answer

Saturday, September 25, 2010

end of the year

It's already been a year.
And I truly thank God for the way He used me to do something so great.
He used me to move people, to meet people, and to stir something in their heart.
It's been a short one year and there's absolutely no regrets.
Thank you God for everything.
YOU did it all, so I give you praise.
'09~'10 Undignified!
we rocked! (:

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

in His perfect time...

1. There's an opportune time to do things,
a right time for everything on the earth;
2. A right time for birth and another for death,
a right time to plant and another to reap,
3. A right time to kill and another to heal,
A right time to destroy and another to construct,
4. A right time to cry and another to laugh,
a right time to lament and another to cheer,
5. A right time to make love and another to abstain,
A right time to embrace, and another to part,
6. A right time to search and another to count your losses,
A right time to hold on and another to let go,
7. A right time to rip out and another to mend,
A right time to shut up and another to speak up,
8. A right time to love and another to hate,
A right time to wage war and another to make peace.
9. But in the end, does it really make a difference what anyone does?
10. I've had good look at what God has given us to do - busywork, mostly.
11. True, God made everything beautiful in itself and in its time - but he's left us in the dark, so we can never know what God is up to, whether he's coming or going.
12. I've decided that there's nothing better to do than go ahead and have good time and get the most we can out of life.
13. That's it - eat, drink, and make the most of your job. It's God's gift.
14. I've also concluded that whatever God does, that's the way it's going to be, always. No addition, no subtraction. God's done it and that's it. That's so we'll quit asking questions and simply worship in holy fear.
15. Whatever was, is. Whatever will be, is. That's how it always is with God.
God's testing us.

Ecclesiastes 3:1~15
("The Message" version)

Even though I don't know what You're thinking,
I believe in Your perfect timing.
and I will do my best to do what is given to me.
So thank you Lord. I give you praise...!

Monday, September 20, 2010

UCSD

Be good to me. (:
Let's have fun. haha

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Media의 실체를 보고

James의 facebook을 통해서 미디어의 실체라는 강의를 보게 되었다.
우연이였다. 분명.
나는 그런 비디오가 있더라도 그냥 스쳐 지나가지 절대 2시간이라는 시간을 투자하면서 보지는 않는 성격이기 때문에....
하지만 그 강의를 보고난후, 너무나 많은 생각이 들었다.
혼란스럽기도 했고.
내가 너무나 좋아하는 가수들이 그런 hidden message를 갖고 있는 노래를 부르고 있다는게 너무나 실망스럽고 그들에게 너무나 화가 났다.
그런 그들을 보면서 마냥 좋아했던 내 자신에게 너무나 화가 났다.
어제 밤에 자기전에 생각을 깊이 하다가 너무 혼자 분해서 눈물까지 흘렸다.

그리고 오늘, 그 강사분의 싸이월드에 우연히 들르게 되었다.
70%의 사람들이 미쳤다고 한다.
심지어 같은 믿음을 가진 믿음의 형제들 조차 "당신때문에 우리가 망신을 당하는거"라면서 욕을 한다.
이런 unbelieving generation을 보면서 다시 한번 눈물이 난다.
"예수님이 오실때가 멀지 않았구나" 라는 생각도 하고.
도데체 얼마나 더 얘기를 해 줘야지 이 사람들이 정신을 차릴까...
얼마나 더 얘기를 해 줘야지 이 사람들이 진짜 truth가 뭔질 알고 주님을 따라갈까...
더 기도해야할 이유가 점점 늘어가는것 같다.

"미디어의 실체"라는 비디오 강의를 통해서 지금 generation의 실체를 어느 다른때보다 실감나게 느꼈다.

Friday, September 3, 2010

time to move on...


it's been long long years...
and you served me faithfully.
believe me, I loved you in every way.
but it's just time for me to move on...
thank you for all your acts of services.
I will truly miss you brackbelly.

WHY HELLO THERE GOOD LOOKIN! (;
I guess we're stuck together for the next 2 years+
잘 부탁해~ ㅋㅋㅋ

Thursday, August 26, 2010

facebook

so... this is default picture...
and...
these are the parodies. haha
clever...

(starting from the top left - Bart Simpson, Batman, Homer Simpson, Yoda, Abraham Lincoln, Lisa Simpson, Mickey Mouse, Pirate, Shrek, Spiderman, Tinkerbell)

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

So.....

According to the Washington Monthly's 2010 College Rankings...
To my surprise.......
Ranking 1: Univ. of California, San Diego.
Overall Score: 100

Wow... Amazing.
I don't know how that happened, but wow. Amazing...

Sunday, August 22, 2010

요즘 왠지...

외롭다....
겁도 나고...
내가 새로운 atmosphere에 가서 잘 적응할수 있을까?
새로운 system에 들어가서 잘 견딜수 있을까?
UC란곳에서 살아남을수 있을까?

더워서그런가... 잡생각이든다...
가을 탈 준비하나...
갑자기 외롭다그러고...
-_-

Thursday, July 29, 2010

God is moving...

It's funny how God can move so many people...
even through this small booklet.

KCCC SM 2010 - Team 25 (Interstate)
UC Davis, Tacoma Community College, University of Washington
700+ approached, 450+ shared, 50+ accepted, 20+ follow-ups.

Thank you for everything!
You did everything!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

world cup

with much expectations, world cup finals finally came...
even google was excited...! haha
NETHERLANDS VS SPAIN

exciting game, of course.
David Villa, Iniesta, Puyol, Casillas vs Robben, Sneidjer, Van Persie...
Crazy amount of super stars..!
and the game carried on to extra time

113th minute!! Iniesta strikes!

NETHERLANDS 0 - 1 SPAIN
Spain took the glory of World Cup 2010 South Africa

and the MVP went to Forlan
I called right... haha

Thursday, July 8, 2010

LeBron to Heats???

can they stand against the Lakers?
We will see if they'll be a failure like the '05 Lakers...
or a legendary team.

sounds good to me though...
James + Wade + Bosh.
CRAZYYY

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Upset #2

4-0 PERIOD.
Germany was dominant.
All the big named stars got eliminated
i.e. C. Ronaldo, Kaka, and Messi.
(in order of elimination)
I guess soccer isn't all about individual.

Klose is one goal away from tying the all time record goals (15)
one more and he's caught up to Ronaldo (Brazil)

Friday, July 2, 2010

Upset...

Early Friday morning...
When everyone thought that Brazil would take it...
The Netherlands came out and showed the world that they are capable too.
Actually, Sneidjer told them what's up.
Kaka couldn't...
yup, it was as simple as that
sorry Brazil, and my favorite player in the world.
maybe at your own home field 4 years later.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

world cup effect: Team Korea!

While there were several things I wanted to touch up on with writing...
I found someone's blog who pretty much summarized what I wanted to say...
in picture. haha
here it is:
and, of course, we cannot leave out 차미네이터...
thank you for awesome memories!
*credit to 우쓰라 & 럭키2인자*

Saturday, June 26, 2010

GAME FOUR

Don't cry.
You did your best. We did our best.
That's all that matters.
It was a really close game.
You guys showed top of the world soccer today.
Thank you for another memory, thank you for awesome games...!!
See you 4 years later!

GAME FOUR
URUGUAY 2 - 1 SOUTH KOREA

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

GAME THREE

Park Chu Yung finally scores!
It could have been a winning game, but no regrets.
As a result, KOREA ADVANCES TO THE ROUND OF 16!!!
Always good to see our players giving thanks to the LORD.
Lee Young Pyo called out "Jesus" several times in the awe.

GAME THREE
NIGERIA 2 - 2 SOUTH KOREA

Bring it Uruguay!

Saturday, June 19, 2010

coincidentally...

I (or should really say "we") ran into Jaeson Ma at El Taurino.
Took a picture right at the spot with bunch of KCCC people
and he twitter'd it. haha

he's chill... (:

Thursday, June 17, 2010

GAME TWO

Higuain is a monster...
Single-handedly destroyed us.
Hat Trick?? Oh come on!!!
and, of course, the best player in the planet was behind every goal.
yeap, even behind our own goal.
I think I know why he's the best now.
But still, blue dragon came to save the day with one goal.
definitely better than nothing.

GAME TWO
ARGENTINA 4 - 1 SOUTH KOREA

Saturday, June 12, 2010

GAME ONE

that's my boy. (:
GAME 1
GREECE 0 - 2 SOUTH KOREA

Friday, June 11, 2010

World Cup...!!

FINALLY!
we've been waiting for 4 years!
who will take this glory? Brazil? Portugal? Spain? Argentina? KOREA???
가자 16강!! AGAIN 2002!!!
YEAAAAAAH KOREA!! (:

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Santa Monica College...

I learned a lot.
Learned how to be humble,
how to serve and be served,
how to give up my desires for the good of others...

Now that I move on after three years of friendship, I just wanted to say thanks.
It's a bittersweet feeling, honestly.
Thanks for all the great memories and great people you led me to.

So thank you.
I'll miss you very dearly and cherish the memories you left in my life.

but you'll follow me anyway through my e-mail...
new e-mail: smc013@ucsd.edu