Tuesday, May 31, 2011

failed...

as a friend
as a role model
as a father figure
as a soonjang

... i had no idea...
it's my fault...
i'm sorry

Monday, May 30, 2011

Begging...

If it's not according to Your plan, shut the door on me completely.
But if it is for Your will, and for Your Kingdom...
If this will bring You glory, not me...

then leave the door opened.
You don't need to leave the door wide opened.
Just a little creek.
So that I'll know, even if it's hard, that you left it opened.

But only if it will bring YOU glory

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

choice...

훗날, 훗날에 나는 어디선가 한숨을 쉬며 이야기할 것입니다.
숲속에 두 갈래 길이 있었다고.
나는 사람이 적게 간 길을 택하였다고.
그리고 그것 때문에 모든 것이 달라졌다고

-Robert Frost-
가지 않은 길 中

어쩌면 모든 것이 달라졌을 수도...
어쩌면 공든 탑이 무너져 버릴 수도...

Thursday, May 19, 2011

안하길...

참... 잘했다...
좋은 기회라 생각 했지만...
가슴 아프지만...
더 이상의 burden을 주기는 싫었다...

안하길 참 잘했다...

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

가족

감사하다.
과분한 가족이 있어서.
너무나 감당하기 힘든만큼 킹왕짱 가족이 있어서.
감사하고 또 감사하다.

행복하다.
내가 아무리 많이 실수하고 넘어져도 항상 내편이 되어주는 가족이 있어서
난 정말 행복하다.

Thank you, God.

Friday, May 13, 2011

still searching...

"Mostly what God does is love you. Keep company with Him and learn a life of love. Observe how Christ loved us. His love was not cautious but extravagant. He didn't love in order to get something from us but to give us everything of Himself to us. Love like that. Don't allow love to turn into lust, setting off a downhill slide into sexual promiscuity, filthy practices, or bullying greed."
-Ephesians 5:2~3 (The Message version)

How do I love?
Do I love like Christ?
Does my love turn into lust?
again and again, I need to go back to this question.....

... How do I love...?

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Spirit Touch Your Church

Lord, we need Your grace and mercy
We need to pray like never before
We need the power of Your Holy Spirit
To open heaven's door

Spirit touch Your church
Stir the hearts of men
Revive us, Lord
With Your passion once again
I want to care for others
Like Jesus cares for me
Let Your rain fall upon me
Let Your rain fall upon me

Spirit touch MY church...!
Revive ME, Lord, with Your Passion once again!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

"How has God revealed Himself to me this past week?"

"In the midst of my crazy life, I think I need to just stop and listen to God's whispers."

Something I found on my old friend's blog.
It's so true.
If I don't stop and listen to God, then I can never know how God has revealed Himself to me.
So stop what you're doing and listen to Him.
Stop asking Him and listen to Him.
LISTEN to what God has to say to you, David.
just simply.... listen.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Old Hymn...

What a friend we have in Jesus,
All our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Oh, what peace we often forfeit,
Oh, what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer!

Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged-
take it to the Lord in prayer.

Can we find a friend so faithful,
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness;
Take it to the Lord in prayer

taking everything to the Lord in prayer...
to our best friend, who knows everything, Jesus Christ