God told me...
"Who do you think you're trying to love?"
and He was right.
It's almost been a year now, but this is where I hit the pause button to pray for her.
I still have crazy feelings for her,
My heart skips a beat when I see her
I feel them butterflies in my stomach when I talk to her...
But praying without even knowing what LOVE is, that's dangerous.
It could be simply just out of my flesh desires.
So I press the button to pause, until I find God and restore my love for Him once again.
Because loving something else while not loving God can be very....
idolizing.
Aw... God be with you as you struggle, David. Holy frustrations are good frustrations. :)
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